Jacquelyn

Whaaa?

I’M OVER BEING OLDER

I’m over being older or more mature in my mind. My whole life everyone has always thought or still thinks I’m more mature then my age, I never actually realized it until having conversations with my older siblings, and understanding what their talking about. Growing up being the youngest in a family of 10, including my parents, is quite fun; not going to lie. But there’s consequences of being the youngest from a big family, like one consequence is maturity. Not purposely but maybe accidently just from looking up at the influences I have in my older siblings, I become more mature then my own age, I guess you can say. Now, I’m not saying I’m “special” or anything of that kind, I’m just pointing out the fact I’m 15 now and feel like I finally have hit that age of what my maturity level was since 10 years old. It might be a little personal what I’m blogging but I feel happy now to say I can actually adapt to talking to my friends that are my age and in my grade. So I’m realizing now that most people set their minds on growing up or getting older, for me I’m so over being older or trying to grow up. I’m young so I’m enjoying it while I still am the age I am. I might always have that “maturity level” thing, whatever you might want to call it, just because coming from a big family but I accept that fact and love it! I’m just being me, Jacquelyn!